Sunday, March 29, 2009

SPECIAL TO FARISH MOHD AZHARI




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FARISH...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU....(^_^)....


29.03.2009 Ahad


special to my luvly sweet cousin...k.chu dgr dh msk iqra' 2 kan..syukurla...skolah lek lok tau farish...i'm sori coz x call or sms 2 wish ur besday...yg penting k.chu xpnah lupe.....jgn nakal2 ek...jgn slalu gdh dgn elissa k! k.chu cyggg farish sgt2...mmmuuaahhhhhhh...!!!!!! ;)


Saturday, March 21, 2009

..if i were a boy.....

Beyonce's ....If I Were A Boy 


If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

Thursday, March 19, 2009

nk balik jgk...;p

xtau knp..

hati ni mmg kuat sgt nk blk kg (ktn) mgu nih..

even bapak ckp xde kt umah arini...esk ptg br ada...

aku ttp nk blk...pe2hal pun,ptg ni after ofis hour, aku follow kak aida ke pudu..

cari tket lorr..pe lg kn...1st cari tket pegi blk...klu pegi je ader,blk cni xde,xleh jgk kn...

watever it is...aku ttp nk blk mgu nih...huhu ;p

Thursday, March 12, 2009

special to...



SELAMAT HARI LAHIR KEPADA BAPAK TERCINTA...
TUAN HAJI MOHD SHARI BIN MD PILUS

08.03.2009 GENAP 60 TAHUN...
CU DOAKAN SEMOGA BAPAK DIKURNIAKAN KESIHATAN YANG BAIK PANJANG UMUR DIMURAHKAN REZEKI DAN SUKSES DENGAN KERJAYA BAPAK SEKARANG NIH..BAPAK...CYGG BAPAK SGT2...TQ COZ ALWIZ BEING THERE FOR ME...MMMUUAAAHHHHHH...;)
ERM,ORG T'DEKAT TAULA MAKSUD KERJAYA TUH COZ BAPAK KAN DH BERSARA BUT STILL BZ.persatuan..persatuan..persatuan....HEHEE ;P

kenapa...

ermmm...
kenapa ye...
dr smlm lg...
smpi arinih...
hati ni sayu sgt...rasa nk pegi dr cni....

ntahla..
mungkin kerna sesuatu tlh t'jd smlm...
made me feel vr upset...
kbtulan call kaknisah dia x agkat...
just nk tnya ttg interview pd tu...
nk nangis dh..
tp,xlame lps tu,dia return call...
erm,cover baik punyer...
yela,mata ni dh b'genang dh...
dat time kt ofis lg..igt trus nk blk sorg2 naik bus aje..
ms tu kul7 lebih..ujan...tp still cerah...
yg nad nih,mmg xbg aku blk naik bus coz sorg2...
nk ke bustop luar tu jauh kn...
duk kelam kabut tu...
sesuatu lg tlh j'jd..abis suma org nk blk..
gladly ada ofismate aku nk tlg anta kitorg blk...
kesal pn ade sbnrnye...klu aku ade kete,xdenyer aku hadap sgt nk blk dgn kete ofis tuh..
geram tul lah...

at de same time...aku terasa sayu sgt2...ntahla...
seakan-akan kekuatan ku kini pergi lg dr diri ini....
ssh payah aku berusaha utk mengumpul kekuatan...
tp,kenapa ini yg t'jadi? segala2nya kembali dlm ingatan nih...
kenapa xde ubat yg blh wat aku lupekan segala yg tlh b'laku pd aku nih?
aku nk buang suma memori luka nih...xtahan rasanya...dh janji pd diri sendiri xnk nangis lg...tp,nangis jgk lagi..hmmmm...ntahla...aarrrgggghhhhhhhhh......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>>nsbaikla kaknisah msg ajak g umah dia...so,xdela aku duk sorg kt flat ijau tuh melayan perasaan...turutkan hati nk blk ktn,tp...aku xbolehla...zunairah nikah arini.esk plak sanding...ahad nih plak housemate aku lak ajak g majlis kawen dia kt dengkil...aku nk pegi meraikan hari bahgia kawan2 aku...tp,tgkla..belum pegi pun lg...dah sedih...terasa pedih sgt hati nih...aku seakan2 dh ANTI dgn majlis kawen nih..tp,jgn risau..i hope..dis feelings just for a while kn...nsbaik arini keje xsusah sgt...tp,probs jgk r coz asyik slh ajer...tp,syukurla...suma ok n setel...<<<