bkn sng....

arini aku mc...sakit perut,sakit kpala...sumala...ermm,bkn slh sape2 pn aku mc arinih...just me,myself n i yg slh...coz 2m'gu nih,aku xjg mkn..bkn sengaja ok...bkn jgk coz of nk diet...but,semulajadi...ilang selera....tp,syukurla...family aku suma ada kt cni.kurg2...dpt gak aku paksa diri nih mkn...xbyk pn,ckit pn dh kira ok kn....ermmmm....

ssh tau sbnrnyer...

ntahla...xtau nk explain cmne lg...

tp,smlm....sesuatu tlh t'jd yg wat aku sedih sgt2...

hati aku pedih sgt2...sedaya upaya aku tahan airmata,pendamkan..

tp,xt'tahan rsnyer...trus aku naik ats menangis semahu2nya....

lgsg aku xmkn...sdgkan sedari pg,seharian kt ofis mmg aku xmkn.

aku wat keje,keje..keje dan keje...tanpa henti.time rehat pn aku keje...

hinggala saat aku xlarat sgt,jam kul6ptg,trus je aku gerak blk...

maafkan aku...bukan niat aku untuk menyinggung perasaan sesiapa...

bkn slh sesiapa...cumanyer....

aku cuma...

aku takut, kekuatan sedikit yg ada dlm diri aku skrg nih,diragut pegi lg...

bkn sng utk aku b'gelak ketawa...

bkn sng utk aku senyum....

bkn sng utk aku b'bual2...

bkn sng utk aku menelan mknan...

bkn sng utk aku wat keje yg t'baik...

bkn sng utk aku b'hdpn dgn suma org...

bkn sng utk aku luahkan ape yg kurasa...

bkn sng...bkn sng...

ssh payah aku menahan rasa kecewa,t'luka,pedih,peritnya dlm hati ini...

yg pasti suma ini...apa yg t'jd...dr dl dan skrg...salah aku...

mgkn btul ckp dia...aku xpnah berubah...

xmatang....degil....keras hati.....segala2nya kelemahan diri aku...

mgkn btul ckp dia...aku xpnah cuba utk berubah..

aku xpnah cuba utk perbaiki kelemahanku...

tp,aku tlh cuba sedaya upaya utk berubah seperti yg dia mahukan..

tp,ada aje yg xkena....knp dl,ckp blh terima...tp,skrg....sgala2nya diungkit....

t'kejut pn ada sbnrnyer.....yela,dia seorg yg baik..

hormat org tua,pandai ambil hati suma org...

tp, aku...apa yg ada pd aku????? br aku sedar... 

cintanya pd aku x sedlm cinta aku pdnya..

nk tau knp?? coz,even dia dh lukakan aku sebegini rupa,aku ttp cintakannya...perasaan rindu pdnya ttp ada...knp?? coz aku dh blh trime sgala kekurangan kelemahan dirinya....coz aku percaya, NOBODY IS PERFECT IN DA WORLD...

t'kdg,aku t'pk jgk..aku je sorg2 frust kt cni..

sdgkan dia...bahgia di sana...tanpa rasa apa2...

satu je aku nk tegaskan...

AMATLAH TIDAK ADIL SEKIRANYA SEGALA KESALAHAN DILETAKKAN KE ATAS BAHU AKU SEORANG....DIA MMG BAIK,TP DIA BUKAN MALAIKAT...fikir fikirkan lah.... ;p

>>>BOLEH KE AKU TERIMA APA YG BAKAL AKU KETAHUI NNT??<<<

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hot&cold by katy perry

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a b**** I would know

And you over think
Always speak Crypticly
I should know That you’re no good for me

Cause you’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in then you’re out
You’re up then you’re down
You’re wrong when it’s right
It’s black and it’s white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(You) You don’t really want to stay, no
(But you) But you don’t really want to go-o
You’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down
Down, down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down…

We used to be Just like twins
So in sync The same energy
Now’s a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring

I should know that You’re not gonna change

Cause you’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in then you’re out
You’re up then you’re down
You’re wrong when it’s right
It’s black and it’s white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(You) You don’t really want to stay, no
(But you) But you don’t really want to go-o
You’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down
Down, down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down…

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can’t get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

Cause you’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in then you’re out
You’re up then you’re down
You’re wrong when it’s right
It’s black and it’s white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(You) You don’t really want to stay, no
(But you) But you don’t really want to go-o
You’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down